Dear me

At times, i accommodate the thought of the possibility of me actually being too mature for my age... my world has experienced love, heartbreak, strength and almost every other emotion that makes us human in the minute span of 17 years. Looking back at the old me, i see nothing that i'm familiar with, in the sense that who i was, was someone who wanted to be someone... but now i see that the person i struggled so hard to be was nobody. I guess that's where alot of people stand these days... fighting with themselves to prove to everyone else that they actually can be someone when in reality that someone doesn't really add value to self.
see?.... i told u... i'm too mature for my age lol
Keep reading if the above makes sense but if you got lost somewhere in 'Looking back at the old me....' you need to experience life to get it lol.
It's not that i did anything catastrophically regrettable... coming to think of it, i never did do anything that i regret.... it's just that who i am doesn't like who i was... so here's a little something i wrote... to all of you who can wrap your minds around this, take a second to remember the old you... :


Dear me,did you notice you suddenly got wings and the clouds aren’t so far? You can suddenly hear the beat of your heart.
Dear me,did you notice that time didn’t stand still when you had your face in your hands? Your tears weren’t gonna last forever.
Dear me, I apologize for taking advantage of you like that. I’m sorry I turned my back on the epitome of me.
Dear me,what can I say? At least somehow, someway, we made it through, do you feel it like I do?


I know what I did,was something I should never have

Done. How was I to know that things would go

That far. I should never have lived in those moments of

Abusing you. If I could turn back time or erase

It from my mind,believe me I would but it all worked

Out for the better of you. Never meant to keep

Abusing you.

Dear me,did you notice that You have a special valentine? It’s valentine all the time with Him
Dear me,did you notice that He has scars on His hands for the sake of you? Don’t take for granted what He’s been through
Dear me, I apologize for drowning out your rational thoughts. That told me to stop.
Dear me,what can I say? At least somehow, someway He still loves me even though I’m not perfect in any way.

Dear me, look into my eyes and tell

Me if you notice anything that’s

Worth noticing. I’m not the same.

Dear me, I love how I live these days,

I’m here to stay,I’ll be true to You.

Comments




  • I truly feel that you are not mature for your age, but the world is too immature for its age. You are a Child of God, you are called to do great things in the name of Christ. Do not set your limitations as the world's. You are different, you are not the same. It's great that you're not the same, that God has turned your life around, but don't think that this is the end. He has too much more instore for you that I cannot begin to describe. Honestly, look for more maturity and blessings. I pray that you can have the faith to move mountains. Strive higher!
    espero, 2 years ago | Flag
  • This is nice(anzi benissimo).I'm shocked&happy that you found Him.Thank God.
    outofzee, 2 years ago | Flag

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